greetings! i’m yr local weird forest hermit, and i talk a lot about my chickens and mental health on here.
i make things and i love drone & doom metal. i’m queer trans man, pronouns are he/him. i’m a lazy heathen (which i don’t talk a lot about here) and my main man is freyr.
i’m autistic and I have ADHD and C-PTSD.
i love to live like a grandma, my special interest is iron age history, i'm a huge nerd and i play a lot of video games.
i also wrote a thing about healing from PTSD and chronic fatigue from a heathen perspective ages ago, if someone's interested: https://medium.com/@ivandurkin/of-healing-shadows-ragnar%C3%B6k-and-rebirth-e295034238e5
I wrote about grief tonight
spring sadness mood Show more
this isn’t depression — depression is the absence of something vital, this is the excess of something vital but hard to grasp, like an emotional sensory overload but not in the explosive way.
it’s being flooded with light, a scourging blinding light, sunbeams in the inner sanctum where you’ve locked away all the intimate, messy, painful, wonderful vulnerability.
folks. I am 10 months after my breakup and following a very long process of semi homeless and guestroom crashing - moving into my own place.
As a student I am not recieving a lot of money in from my loan - after my necessities I have 350 NOK (40usd) a week for food and everything that isn't shelter and travel.
I have a patreon https://www.patreon.com/Ceciliek
And if anyone wants to help me scrape together for a dry food storage my paypal is
spring sadness mood Show more
blinding sunlight on mud, naked trees & rotting grass, flattened and wet from newly thawed snow, and fragile budding plants that might as well freeze and die and i don’t know if they’re brave or foolish but this is too stark for me to handle and my stomach is knotting.
something is awakening in me that i buried in snow & work & darkness, writhing in a primordial cocoon which is now exposed and maybe this is why i’ve been crying every night for almost a week straight.
#personal, because why not? (lewd adjacent inside, 3/3) Show more
you: masc or butch, artist, passionate, strong hands & kind eyes, can handle a hatchet, loves to hike, and shares my aversion to cishet norms as well as urban living.
have the same dreams of a rural poly queer commune. long hair and a beard is a huge plus!
apply in my DM’s 💖
#personal, because why not? (lewd adjacent inside, 2/3) Show more
me: scorpio, introverted, vers, non-monogamous, huge cuddler, kinky, tortured artist, sappy, independent, anarchist.
i’ll knit you a pair of socks in your favorite colors and make you a hearty stew if you let me fall asleep in your lap while you play my favorite video games.
#personal, because why not? (lewd adjacent inside, 1/3) Show more
31 y/o rural queer heathen seeks the witchy farmer of my dreams.
win my heart over by planning our permaculture garden, gift me found bones, make art of my original characters and recommended me fanfiction that made you cry in the bathtub.
Wanna bury my seeds deep in the earth and make little plant babies. I wanna sure some fuckin flowers with the ground. I want to talk softly to my kids as they grow up, and water and shelter them while their mother gives them the nurturing they need to be strong. I want to get dirty, I want to be sore after. I want to be a part if something great, something deeply satisfying. When I'm done with her, the earth will look totally different. I have a deep, primal urge to plant. When I get my hands in her, she'll really give me what I need (which is dirt).
I just made a process/step-by-step thingie on my patreon on how to make a silicone block mold: https://www.patreon.com/posts/24307454
sustainable food, entomophagy Show more
ideally i'd wanna taste them first to make sure they're actually good......but from what i've gathered they seem to have a nutty, mild flavor which seems neutral and not bad at all?
part-time forest entity
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