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Dogs who always sleep at your feet are nice but when my cat curls up there it means that at some point in the night I'm going to shift in my sleep and my toes are going to get chomped.

None of that changed the fact that I miss blush with every fiber of my being and it's been five months since they disappeared. But now I know that I'm going to be okay. I didn't know that in March or April.

When we started talking about our experiences, I let slip that I had been in love with them for two years. That rolled through our relationship like a tsunami and we started dating. Very good times since. Too bad they live on the other coast (but with a good job I can at least get out there sometimes)

In an unsurprising twist, I eventually started a new relationship. About a month ago I reconnected with someone I had gone on a few dates with in 2017 who I fell for hard. At the time neither of us were in a position to pursue anything (and I had misread that situation as them not being interested, which was a blow to my ego but I survived), so we remained very good friends who had made out a few times.

I started a new job in mental health (my field). It's been going really well. My supervisors keep acting like I'm the most competent one in the room (including them).

Of course the first few months were all about losing blush. I still have no idea what happened to her, nor do I have a way of finding out. I've been mostly functioning by putting the label "presumed dead" on her.

It's been a while. So who wants to hear about my life for the past four or five months?

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saw one of those "what is your gay name" things and i'm like: my gay name is just my name tho?

alcohol, sexual assault, ptsd (----) 

alcohol, sexual assault, ptsd (----) 

and Blush is still missing/presumed dead

just so everyone knows I'm still alive.

I'm not going to heal if I keep coming back to Mastodon. This really was only good for me when Blush was around.

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Sometimes all a girl needs is, a little love,,, sometimes,, she also needs a lot of money uwu

well I hope I didn't fuck that up *shrug*

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Crows roost communally. Crows can describe individual humans and inform other crows in their community about threats and friends. Corvids are highly intelligent and very social. Birds are dinosaurs.

Part of the fun of feeding crows is realizing that, as a direct result, real live dinosaurs are going to talk to each other about you personally.


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