on attraction to men
the other day, I got my first obnoxious chaser in my lewd alt. When I decided to post nude photos publicly, I knew that was bound to happen. I told him ‘no’ in the best ways I could, but it put me in a pensive mood.
I often wish I was a lesbian, but alas, the body wants what it wants and I can’t lie to myself. I’ve never been with a man, as a woman. As (socially at least) a "man" I did hook up with errr kind of a lot of them I guess? It was a whole lot easier. Less scary.
on attraction to men (2/3)
I know for a fact there's nothing in the bodies of men, or in testosterone secondary traits, that I'm not attracted to. I'm attracted to enbies no matter which kinds of bodily features or gender presentation they have.
What really turns me off from trying to interact with cis men is that so many of them treat women in a way that's so off-putting. Meanwhile women and trans ppl are regularly so caring and supportive that I just bask contently in their companionship.
trans straight couples, dysphoric traits
I guess there's something comforting to me about simultaneous transition in opposite directions. he growing his beard as I lasered mine, I finding out the shape of my breasts as he got rid of his.
this will sound nonsensical but almost like some sort of mutual banishment ritual. "this belongs to you".
we dated before HRT. I am attracted on many different levels to the idea of being with him again with opposite bodies. I know how right it will feel.
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