on attraction to men
the other day, I got my first obnoxious chaser in my lewd alt. When I decided to post nude photos publicly, I knew that was bound to happen. I told him ‘no’ in the best ways I could, but it put me in a pensive mood.
I often wish I was a lesbian, but alas, the body wants what it wants and I can’t lie to myself. I’ve never been with a man, as a woman. As (socially at least) a "man" I did hook up with errr kind of a lot of them I guess? It was a whole lot easier. Less scary.
on attraction to men (3/3)
the other day my old bf was writing about the name change process in Brazil, and I said I'll be forced to travel back to the country to change mine. He said, hey when you're around we should go out for a coffee. We don't talk anymore, so I was surprised at how giddy I felt at the prospect 💘
it's very satisfying (not to mention hot) to see how masc he's become. I never thought I could feel secondhand gender euphoria for masculinity, but yeah, I feel so happy for him.
trans straight couples, dysphoric traits
I guess there's something comforting to me about simultaneous transition in opposite directions. he growing his beard as I lasered mine, I finding out the shape of my breasts as he got rid of his.
this will sound nonsensical but almost like some sort of mutual banishment ritual. "this belongs to you".
we dated before HRT. I am attracted on many different levels to the idea of being with him again with opposite bodies. I know how right it will feel.
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