uspol, unity
i'm really glad i can come here and see people shitpost and talk shit and generally be irreverant about the inauguration. that's some local unity i can enjoy.
biden's speech felt like our very disappointed grandpa came back inside the house after mowing the lawn to see the house trashed, and all the kids got a stern talking to despite it being not all the kids' fault. this family is a pillar of the community, a shining beacon blah blah blah
food, drink, and the material
so it's all just matter right, the things we ingest? it's pretty satisfying knowing that i can prepare a thing i'll want. earlier it was seared bell pepper cheeks, very little prep and no one to complain about the size. tonight, it's coffee, and there are grounds left in the bottom of the cup because the grounds brewed right in the water and i filtered it with a sieve that let some through. it's fine, and kind of fun. being up late is kind of like camping.
emotions, mh-, managing mh
feeling sad but i'm trying this thing where i try to kind of consciously regulate or interact with feelings so i don't get overwhelmed. not interested in shoving things down, just wanting to be able to do and talk about things i legit care about whilst having moods as well
trans fem gradually coming out. atheist from a christian family. white and critical of whiteness. maybe neurodivergent, good at masking. aspiring image describer.
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