complicated emotions, relationships, polyam
I genuinely feel like I'm a third wheel in my relationship. My partners both clearly prefer each other, and I'm often left out.
I think part of it is that I'm feeling too controlled anyway, I'm not allowed to date outside the thruple and I really want to.
I don't often feel jealousy, so I don't really know how to process this. I just figured I'd shout it into the void in the hopes the void will respond.
complicated emotions, relationships, polyam
@TheaTheBard It definitely sounds like the rules of your relationship aren't good for you and you should look into changing them.
complicated emotions, relationships, polyam
@grayishknight I had a talk with my partners about it, it seemed to go well. They're still hesitant about me dating other people, but opening up to it.
complicated emotions, relationships, polyam
@TheaTheBard Wonderful. :>