It's scary how common "woke leftist trans person who used to be a Nazi when they were still in the closet" is, though I understand why it's so common. Living in the closet does things to you. You grow idolizing people who get to live as your true gender, but that idolization can get twisted into jealousy. You start to hate people who get to live as your real gender, because why should they get to and you don't? That kind of jealousy leads to all sorts of toxic shit.