Self harm, internal struggles Show more
I have two sides in me. One wants to stick up for myself & see me succeed. The other trained into me by parents & loved ones, that thinks I need to put them first, often at cost to me, & to punish myself should I start thinking of me instead of them
I know the me side is right, and the them/self harm side is wrong, & I can watch the battle play out with clarity, & I watch the harm side winning, but I can't seem to do anything about it. I've started cutting again...
So the U.S. Supreme Court has just decided to allow the administration's Military Trans ban to go forward... I have 18.5 years of service, one combat deployment to Iraq, and am in charge of 200 Soldiers in a Military Police combat support unit.. but I apparently may no longer be combat effective and now incapable of leading?
food Show more
if you've never had Annie's mac'n'cheese, you're missing out... IT'S SHAPED LIKE BUNNIES!
Not lewd, but lots of skin Show more
I have a super cute workout ensemble (shown without tanktop) and I'm actually kinda OK with what I see! Normally, I'd prefer to avoid mirrors where my body is concerned, unless I'm wearing a super cute and flattering dress.
Eyes, selfie Show more
Thought I'd make a version of the 10 year aging meme, but 1 hour instead. :P Without and with makeup. Done with another Army weekend.
eye contact, sunshine, other kinds of hotness, boost+ Show more
I finished the first part of the move and I have an important question: When can I get a gig as an alternative trans model because I fully mean to brag here, but I am like this.
I had some opsec concerns about the app but i figure it's about time i just start participating in society the way i want to instead of always feeling like i should be hidden away so cis people's eyes don't have to fall on this horror
like, we have a place in our streets, in our communities, in our cities. i feel like it's time we took that place, and anyone who has a problem with it, THEY can go and hide away. i will no longer.
eyes, transphobia Show more
Apparently, here in New Jersey, people have no qualms with openly staring, pointing, talking about me, sometimes only 4 feet away, making commentary out loud. Can't wait to get back home to Massachusetts.
Roller Derby Fuck Yeah! Half-Japanese, intersectional feminist, non-binary, trans riot grrl. 🔥🐰
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