Evyn Redmane @Dogwood@queer.party

been feeling very bad about self lately, folks

in a sort of "plurality? no that is just you putting on different characters, it is fake and fake and fake and fake and fake so jot that down weirdo" kind of way

I wrote a fanfic about Hound from Transformers

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31053044

My chronically ill friend wants to know if there is such a thing as an aide/service where you can explain your medical history ONCE, and they'll coordinate explaining things / communicating with doctors and handling all of that. Particularly if they can accompany you to appointments.

Is this a thing? My friend simply does not have the capacity any longer to continue explaining their entire medical situation to doctors over and over, especially since doctors are so fucking ableist

fuck Vinny and fuck people who IMMEDIATELY rushed to say "actually no this is fake"

I'd rather believe a victim and be proven wrong, than defend an accused abuser and be right

Today i started seeds for: cabbage carrot, lettuce onion, basil, cilantro, dill, oregano, parsley

I've got real garden space!!! This is so cool!!!

fellow systems what do you do when you wake up and you're like "i do not know who i am, i do not know who is fronting right now"

Sure would be nice if I had a donut asshole

something that disturbs me about myself: when I think of my father, when I think of his sexual advances and grooming (we never engaged in any acts, but there was a lot of shit that was borderline), when I think of the times he told me about the dreams he had in which he was fucking me...I don't feel much of anything. I don't feel hurt, I don't feel scared or triggered. I don't get triggered by incest, it doesn't seem to HURT. And in a way, *that* hurts.

so fucking pissed off. good job, you fucking creep, you just did immeasurable harm to our community.

incredible to realize that I've been dislocating my shoulder for who the FUCK knows how long, and that what I thought was just "cracking my shoulder" like people crack their knuckles, was in fact me RELOCATING MY SHOULDER

if the doctor I'm seeing in March says I don't have EDS then I'll be hard-pressed to figure out what the FUCK I do have

I don't have an EDS diagnosis but I'll be damned if i don't expect to get one soon

Comparison between my arms before fixing the dislocation: you can see that one arm is significantly longer than the other

Before and after shots of me popping my shoulder back into place after a dislocation (i do this basically every day)

Hey all please enjoy this smut I wrote starring basically my only two straight OCs

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28774068

To defeat fascism, we all HAVE to get organized. Contact a socialist organization. Get involved. There's no time to decide anymore. Put aside squabbles, get ready to work with people you might not like or wholly agree with, get out there and do whatever you can.

The fascists are training, mobilizing, base-building. We should be doing this, too. Tell everyone you know. Talk about it. Encourage people. We HAVE to. We have to do this and start talking to everyone we know.